Ive made mistakes.

So many i cant count. But who wants to keep track?
Not me.
I dont want to remember my past, i dont want to remember what happened the other day. Ive lost someones trust. I have lost respect in someone else.

Anger has just built up intill i released it on the people i love. that is wrong, i dont want to hurt the people who have done nothing. I want to hurt the people that have torn me to shreads. Did he notice what he did was wrong? probably not. But he should have known better. But so should have i. should i have lead him to believe i was serious? no. and i didnt think i did. But he read my emotions wrong. oh well damage is done.

For the best for me.
and for the best of them.

i have stopped talking to people that i once loved. but its better this way.
tension has just built up, and i cant stand it. im sorry.

its just time to move on. I cant live like how i was living.

Im sorry i had to break the promise, that we would always stay friends.
I cant keep this heart anymore, it isnt mine to hold. I have moved on, and you have not.

but i promise you will. like you said i have many flaws.
oh well.

its okay now. im starting anew.
thank you